| Location | Cheltenham |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Spina bifida |
| Date of Birth | 13/03/2008 |
| Date of Death | 11/03/2008 |
| Visitors | 1,213 since 01/10/2009 |
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My baby daughter Leah, I found out she had spina bifida and water on the brain when I was 18wks pregnant with her my midwife phoned me to say my AFP levels were up an my baby could have spina bifida that was Wednesday 5th march 08, thats when my grieving started for the healthy baby that I had lost. I will never forget that day I still remember it now all I did was cry, my midwife got me in for a scan on the Friday 7th march and then I had it confirmed that my baby did have spina bifida. I then had to wait till Tuesday 11th march I had a more detailed scan on the which showed spina bifida and also water on the brain I was told she would of been severley disabled I also had an amnio done to check to see if she had any other things like Downs I later found out that she hadn't. My consultant said that my baby girl might of been born stillborn if I'd of gone to full term It didn't really seem like I had a choice, so after all the scans I went into another room and took a tablet to spare her from pain and suffering and put her to sleep when I was 19wks pregnant. I had my little angel on Thursday 13th march 2008 at 8.19pm I had her blessed by the hospital chaplain, her daddy and nanny were there also. She was so tiny and beautiful, Leah was 8oz she had long arms,legs and fingers I think she would of been tall like her daddy Paul, I miss her everyday and will have to live with what I have done for the rest of my life, sweet dreams my baby Leah I love you so much love your mummy Jennie xxxxx
I love and miss you so much baby Leah There is not a day that goes by that I don't think about you R.I.P my little angel baby xxxxxxx
Leah's Mummy, Jennie Goodhead
Leah's Daddy, Paul Hannis
I had Baby Leah on the 13th March 2008 at 8.19pm
Leah was due 9th august 2008
Happy christmas my angel
Merry christmas my lil leah i wish that you could of been here opening your presents but instead i will light a candle and let balloon off for you that is all i can do, i wish i could give you a cuddle but you sent me your lil sister sophie to cuddle so i will give her twice as many cuddles it will be like cuddling both my girls, sweetdreams my lil angel i will never stop loving or missing you love your mummy xxx
Hello my flower
Hello my little flower leah sorry I havn't been on here for a long time, mummy has been busy with your little sister sophie she is 3 months old now, I can't believe that she is actually here now and she is fine I was always scared that it was all going to go wrong and that she was going to have the same thing that you had. I know that I'm so lucky to have her but it doesn't mean that I will ever forget you because I won't, it would of been your 3rd birthday on Tuesday 9th August I will let a balloon of and light a candle for you, I will come back here on Tuesday my little flower, Goodnight my little flower mummy loves and misses you so very much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Sunday 13th March 2011
I can't believe this time 3yrs ago on Thursday 13th march 2008 I was in the hospital waiting to have you it only seems like yesterday I will never forget it Leah, I lit a lovely pink candle for you and also let off a balloon with a message on it I hope you could see it from way up in the sky, I love you so much Leah I won't ever stop loving you, sweetdreams my little fairy lots of love your mummy jennie xxxxxxxxx
Birthdays in Heaven
Birthdays in Heaven
Are a wonderous thing
Every ones invited
And all the angels sing
They sing Happy Birthday
May your day be filled with love
And lots of birthday wishes
Sent from earth to heaven above.
So we send our birthday wishes
Wrapped in lots of love
Were sending them to heaven
on the wings of snow white dove.
copyright© Ingrid Aspey 3/9/09
Hello my lil chick
Hello my lil chick Leah, sorry I havn't been on here for ages but it doesn't mean that I havn't stopped thinking about you or loving you, well tomorrow it will be 3yrs ago that I had you, it only seems like yesterday Leah I will never forget it, well tomorrow I will let a balloon off with a message on it for you and also light a candle, well Leah mummy is having another baby but that doesn't mean I'm replacing you or anything your baby brother or sister is due on 23rd of may I have been pretty scared about this Leah, I won't rest until the baby is born and I can see it but I know I will love both of my babies the same. Godbless you my little angel mummy loves and misses you forever xxxxxxxxx
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Hello mummy's little chick
I'm sorry that I havn't been on here for a while Leah but it doesn't mean that I've not stopped thinkin about you, it is nearly christmas Leah and I so wish that you were here with me I've bought some more christmas decorations for you which I've put up for the past coupe of years, I just can't and won't forget you at christmas baby Leah I love and miss you so very much Leah it hurts, I will get you a balloon and write a message on it for you for christmas day I hope that you can see it and also light a candle for you I hope you looking down on me and can see how much I love and miss you Leah, sweetdreams my little fairy princess Leah, Godbless love your mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Hello my little chick Leah
Hello mummy's lil chick I love you so much baby Leah, Iv been writing to the hospital chaplin about your funeral because I couldn't go and I really needed to know what happened and how it went and I also went to see her, I know your funeral happened 2yrs ago but it was doing my head in not knowing Iv also enquired about puttting your name in the book of remembrance at yew tree break where your funeral was held so hopefully im going to have your name put in it, I really miss you Leah sweetdreams my fairy angel xxxxxxxxx
Hello my little Fairy Leah
Hello my little fairy Leah I really wish that you were here with me, my arms really ache to hold you Leah I really want to cuddle you but I can't it's so not fair I would of been such a good mummy to you Leah you were so wanted by me, you would of been so loved and spoilt Leah by your family also, I can onestly say Leah that there isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about you, some days are still harder than others but i'm getting there but it's without you Leah and that's what hurts me the most I really can't describe how much I love you Leah but I really hope you can see how much I do and also see your little garden that I have done for you at nanny's house I so love that little garden Leah, sweetdreams my little fairy princess Leah lots of love and kisses and cuddles your mummy jennie xxxxxxx
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